Has anyone else had trouble figuring out their sexual orientation, and think their height may be the cause of their confusion?
I'm 18 now, but when I was 14 and 15, I thought I was gay. I was only interested in guys (and being a bottom for taller men). Since I was in high school, I never acted on it. I never came out or even told anyone I was gay. I was only 5'2" back then (and had been told by a doctor that I wouldn't grow anymore). I was really scared about being found out that I was gay since I was so small.
Then when I was 16 I got a growth spurt. I grew 8 inches in six months. That's when things started to change. Suddenly, I found myself interested in girls when I never was before. I assumed this meant I was bisexual and just suppressed my desire for women since I thought I was too short for women. However, there was one other big change and that was that I no longer wished to be a bottom. I only wanted to be a top.
After my big growth spurt I continued to grow (although not as fast). I'm 18 now and I stand 6'3". It has been a while since I have been attracted to a guy. It's probably a coincidence but it feels like my sexual orientation went from gay when I was short to bisexual to straight as I grew. I'm sure that's nonsense and I must be bisexual, but has anyone else had a similar experience? Or can anyone else explain what is going on with me?
I'm 18 now, but when I was 14 and 15, I thought I was gay. I was only interested in guys (and being a bottom for taller men). Since I was in high school, I never acted on it. I never came out or even told anyone I was gay. I was only 5'2" back then (and had been told by a doctor that I wouldn't grow anymore). I was really scared about being found out that I was gay since I was so small.
Then when I was 16 I got a growth spurt. I grew 8 inches in six months. That's when things started to change. Suddenly, I found myself interested in girls when I never was before. I assumed this meant I was bisexual and just suppressed my desire for women since I thought I was too short for women. However, there was one other big change and that was that I no longer wished to be a bottom. I only wanted to be a top.
After my big growth spurt I continued to grow (although not as fast). I'm 18 now and I stand 6'3". It has been a while since I have been attracted to a guy. It's probably a coincidence but it feels like my sexual orientation went from gay when I was short to bisexual to straight as I grew. I'm sure that's nonsense and I must be bisexual, but has anyone else had a similar experience? Or can anyone else explain what is going on with me?